Today someone told me about their unhappiness and it's due to changes of their lives. I totally understand it, it's totally natural that anyone would feel uncomfortable with change, right? Then I got another email, that really put it into perspective, as I'm leaving to London in December I'm starting to hand over some stuff that I have built here in Hong Kong. One thing is my teaching stuff at the Hong Kong Art School. My course leader says that the new person that is taking over my classes wants to talk to me and see how things are, and I guess, what my advice would be. As much as I like to share it, there is a part of me, that knows I'm going to miss it. Moving is not really a big problem for me, but there is a part of me that doesn't want to say goodbye. However, I should be more excited, cause I'm moving to a new city, having a new life, I don't know what will happen in the future, but that's the exciting part right? If I don't let go of the past, how would I know if there are anything better out there, right?
I know I'm contradicting myself, I want to go, it's exciting, it's scary too, maybe I'm just too comfortable here in Hong Kong. Maybe that's what I need. I need to live on the edge again, jump start my life, who knows, this crossroads that I'm taking might be a defining moment, that I would treasure. That would change my whole direction. Let's just hope it's a better direction. Pray for me everyone!!! Or keep your fingers crossed, either way will do! Thanks.
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